Are we there yet?

Been on this Trying To Concieve journey since March 2003. We have been using ART since July 2004. Still travelling...

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Life is that cruel!

Turns out that out little fighter stopped growing a few day ago. We could see a tiny little blob on the screen, but it was way too small for this point in time.

So they will keep an eye on my beta HCG levels and as long as my levels start to drop they will let me naturally miscarry. If my levels don't drop they will look at a D and C. Mind you the Dr was pretty sure I wouldn't need that.

We, well I have a few more blood tests to have done tomorrow to see if they can find anything. Apparently with these last few, they are so rare that she thinks it unlikely to have any bearing, but was happy to get them done to rule them out. Dh also had his SCSA test done today, so hopefully we can rule that out too.

So far they can't find anything wrong. Could it all just be bad luck? Would going to another clinic really help? Especially seeing as I really like my Dr.

Well whatever it is we are not ready to give up yet. We will do another cycle with this Dr as soon as my body allows it!

8 Comments:

Blogger Mari said...

End_Result - I'm so sorry about your news, life really sucks for you at the moment. Just know that your cyber buddies are here for you!

I'm so sorry that this has happened to you again.

8:36 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Oh dear! I went through the same couple of years ago. It's way painful, the anticipation of becoming a parent, the heart-break and disbelief at the scan...etc...I can totally relate to you. I read your blog some times. I'm in the similar boat of TTC...I wish you all the strength and all the courage and all the happiness in coming days.
Love,
S.

9:22 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Oh dear! I went through the same couple of years ago. It's way painful, the anticipation of becoming a parent, the heart-break and disbelief at the scan...etc...I can totally relate to you. I read your blog some times. I'm in the similar boat of TTC...I wish you all the strength and all the courage and all the happiness in coming days.
Love,
S.

9:23 AM  
Blogger Anita said...

Ohhhhh that 'IS' cruel.

My thoughts are with you and G.

9:42 AM  
Blogger Bugsy said...

I am so sorry. This has happened to me too and I hate hearing the "it was just bad luck", "no real reason", and the worst "at least you know you can get pregnant". None of that helps. not when you just want your baby back.

Hugs. Thinking of you. We are all here if you need us. (p.s if you need me, you can always email me, anytime you like).

4:39 PM  
Blogger Bugsy said...

Hi hun. Just checking on you. I hope you are okay. Thinking of you.

7:07 PM  
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7:07 PM  
Anonymous thalia said...

I'm so sorry this happened to you. HOping you have a great holiday.

1:44 AM  

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